The first witness to testify at
Jerry Sandusky?s child sex abuse trial said that Dottie Sandusky once almost walked in on him being abused in a hotel shower.It was during a Penn State bowl game trip, and Sandusky had just threatened that he would be sent home if he resisted,
alleged Victim 4 testified.
Dottie Sandusky walked into the hotel room, calling for Jerry, Victim 4 said. Sandusky jumped out of the shower, as she asked what was going on.The now-28-year-old?s testimony will continue after a short break this afternoon in the Centre County Courthouse.
Speaking confidently and matter-of-factly, Victim 4 told jurors that he felt like he was a Penn State mascot. He got to spend his Saturdays with the Penn State football team. Throw balls around in their practice facilities. Watch games from Beaver Stadium?s sidelines. Travel with the team. Even shower in the locker rooms.
?(I) loved it,? he testified.
But it was all at a cost: The 100-pound teen was forced to wrestle naked in showers with Sandusky, and the linebacker coach would maneuver himself on top until he could force oral sex, Victim 4 testified in court.
That was the price he paid to have Sandusky be ?like my dad.?
And it continued for several years, he testified.
Victim 4, now a 28-year-old father, was the first of eight accusers to take the stand. Prosecutors are relying on them and at least two eye-witnesses to make 10 cases of abuse against the former Penn State football great.
Victim 4 said the abuse began in 1997 with shared showers, and car rides where Sandusky would keep his hand on his leg, ?like I was his girlfriend.?
?It freaked me out,? he said.
That escalated to games in showers, which led to naked wrestling.
?I?m a little kid, there?s not much I could do. He?s a big guy,? Victim 4 testified. ?He?d maneuver himself to be where I was in between his legs.?
Without hesitation, and with no quiver in his voice, he spoke about growing up living with his grandmother and having no male role model.
Life with Sandusky was a lot of good -- except for the abuse. ?Other than that, things were nice and I didn?t want to lose that,? he said.
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Victim 4 denied it for years, he testified, especially because he was being laughed at by ?jealous kids? at school who teased him about being molested.??You?re a butt-buddy,?? he said kids would say. ?So if it is happening, then I have to pretend like it?s not happening because I have to hold this mentality of a strong person.
I denied it forever.?
Sandusky would pick him up from school, take him home for sleepovers, he said.
And several times he saw Penn State assistant coaches in the locker room where he was showering. During none of those run-ins was anything abusive happening, he said.
One time, they were taking a shower with Matt Sandusky, Jerry Sandusky's youngest adopted son, Victim 4 testified, but when the horsing around began, Matt Sandusky turned off his shower and left.
As he got older, Victim 4 said he started to distance himself. Sandusky would start showing up at his house after school, and he would hide in the closet to keep away, he said.
?At first he called more. He wasn?t very happy about it,? he said. ?I remember my grandmother telling me he showed up and was [censored]ed I wasn?t there.?
But friends who would attend games with him didn?t understand why he couldn?t go with them to Penn State games anymore.
After answering detailed and graphic questions from prosecutors, Victim 4 identified several pictures of himself with Sandusky,
along with letters that he said Sandusky wrote to him.
Text of a letter Sandusky wrote to alleged Victim 1, due to testify:
"I know that I have made my share of mistakes. However, I hope that I will be able to say that I cared. There has been love in my heart.
"My wish is that you care and that you have love in your heart. Love never ends. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. I believe that it can overcome all things.
"Love Jerry"
Sandusky, a former Penn State assistant football coach, has been charged with abusing 10 boys. His trial started this morning.