Eliciting the first bit of emotion from
alleged Victim 4 as he testified against Jerry Sandusky today, attorney Joe Amendola asked the 28-year-old why he had denied the abuse he now alleges for so many years.
He denied it as a kid when he was teased in school.
He denied it to his family.
He denied it to his girlfriend, even reluctantly taking her to meet Sandusky when she began asking questions about their relationship.
"I don't even want to admit it's happening," he said. "I've spent so many years of my life burying this. I find out it was happening over and over, and I feel if I just had said something back then, they wouldn't have had this happen to them," he said about other accusers.
He said he didn't even want to be involved in the case.Victim 4 admitted under questioning that he heard Sandusky was accused by others because his biological father called him after hearing about it last April in the news.
Police then came knocking on his door, but he refused to talk, and told his story for the first time when he was subpoenaed to testify before a grand jury.
Earlier, Victim 4 said Sandusky was one person during the day -- a father figure who lavished him with gifts and with attention that he cherished -- and another at night.
At night, he was a molester, Victim 4 said.
He got a bit angry on the stand while explaining two times that Sandusky tried a specific sex act on him in the shower, and he squirmed with "all his might" to get away.
After one incident, Sandusky took him to buy a snowboard, he said.
By the time he was an adult, he said, it was a regular joke among his friends and family he was molested by Sandusky and had some kind of inappropriate relationship with him.
He ademently denied it, he said.
Once, he tried to hint something to his mother, but she accused him of being a liar, he said.
When he took his girlfriend to meet Sandusky, he said she immediately could tell the rumors were true.Before cross-examination began, prosecutors introduced to the jury contracts that Sandusky had written up that showed Victim 4 would be paid if he stayed in a "relationship" with Sandusky, got good grades, and completed other deeds.
Sandusky, a former Penn State assistant football coach, has been charged with abusing 10 boys. His trial started this morning.