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?It?s not that he?s not willing,? John J. McQueary, his father, said about his son?s public silence. ?I think it?s eating him up not to be able to tell his side, but he?s under investigation by the grand jury. He?ll make it. He?s a tough kid.?
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But on Friday, March 1, 2002, in an episode that those close to McQueary say left him shocked and confused ? and that would return to haunt his life and the fortunes of his university years later ? he entered the locker room in Penn State?s Lasch Football Building at about 9:30 p.m. to put a new pair of shoes in his locker and pick up some recruiting tapes, according to the report of the grand jury that investigated the allegations involving Sandusky. Coaches commonly keep late hours but not so much in the off-season months, like March. Besides, the lights were not on in the offices, but toward the locker room. That is not usual. And a shower was running.
According to the report, McQueary heard ?rhythmic, slapping sounds,? which he believed to be those of sexual activity. He walked to his locker, opened it and put his sneakers inside. He then turned his head and looked into the shower.
He has said under oath that he saw Sandusky raping what appeared to be a 10-year-old boy. He immediately left, met with his father and determined he would report the incident to Paterno, according to prosecutors. A person familiar with his account said McQueary did not spare the details when he met with Paterno. Nor did he when he met with the university?s athletic director and another senior administrator, the man in charge of Penn State?s campus police.(emphasis added)
Weeks later, according to state prosecutors, those officials told McQueary that Sandusky had been barred from bringing children onto campus.
To date, it is unclear whether McQueary was satisfied or outraged. But there is no evidence that he did anything else to see Sandusky more meaningfully investigated or punished.