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http://www.1460thefan.com/tf.php?story=dispatch/2004/03/14/20040314-E13-00.html
Best of luck Ivan!
Call him crazy Ivan Douglas if you’d like, but he isn’t ready to give up on his football career.
Sure, he might have enrolled at Ohio State a quarter late way back in the winter of 1999 after having to work to get his academics in order. And, yes, he had to sit out two of the last three seasons when blood clots in his lungs put his life in jeopardy.
But step back and put his triumphs, trials and tribulations on a chart, and it appears Douglas’ desire to resume his football career is right on schedule. And keep in mind, while healthy he helped Cleveland Benedictine High School to a 1996 state championship, and he was the starting left tackle most of Ohio State’s national championship season of 2002.
"I’m looking to winning the Super Bowl sometime soon, the way things are going," Douglas said, laughing. "But really, I just look at my situation as God asking me, ‘How bad do you want it?’
"Obviously He doesn’t bring you all of this way to just stop. Now, you don’t know exactly what you’re here to do, but I feel like right now I need to take that next step."
It did not come Friday, when all of the other Ohio State seniors plus junior cornerback Chris Gamble ran for the NFL coaches and scouts at the school’s annual pro day. With his OSU playing days behind him, Douglas is targeting this time a year from now for his big comeback to impress the pros. He is not going to resume fullbore training until he goes through one more set of tests inthe Cleveland Clinic.
During the 2001 preseason and early summer last year, he experienced the formation of blood clots in his lungs. Any such occurrence is considered life-threatening, because a loosened clot can lead to a pulmonary embolism, a heart attack or a stroke. He rallied from the first incident to play in 2002. With the clots now gone again, he plans another rally.
"You never want to go through life wondering about what you could have done or should have done," Douglas said.
But the unprovoked formation of blood clots is a serious concern. An estimated 200,000 Americans die annually from pulmonary embolism, about 150,000 more than die in motor vehicle accidents, according to the American Public Health Association.
Douglas now knows a lot about the subject, and he has taken a consensus of the doctors who have been a part of his treatment.
"Their general opinion is, ‘You might go on for the rest of your life, never take blood thinners, and you might never get another blood clot. Or you could get one tomorrow. Or you could get one tomorrow while you’re on blood thinners,’ " Douglas said. "There is no exact science to it; they don’t know exactly what is going to happen to Ivan Douglas.
"So I’ve taken the mind-set of making some lifestyle changes, such as eating healthier, and I just need to take extra precautions that most people don’t have to take. I feel if I do that, I’ll be fine."
His life is in order otherwise. He is two classes from earning a degree in criminology at OSU in the spring.
But football is not out of his system, certainly not after what he had to endure last season in what should have been the glorious end to his playing days at Ohio State.
"For a while I couldn’t even watch football because I’d get depressed about it," Douglas said. "It’s difficult to know you’re one of the guys who should be out there helping the team out. You’re thinking maybe I could have contributed a little more and we might have been able to do even better than we did, even though we had a good season (11-2) by most teams’ standards.
"But it’s a life lesson. That’s the way I’m looking at it."
On the bright side, he isn’t beaten up from four seasons of grinding it out on the gridiron. At 6 feet 8, 305 pounds, he still strikes an imposing figure, even if he hasn’t returned to prime shape.
"I haven’t really lost anything from my experiences, but maybe I would have been able to mature a little more as a player if these things hadn’t happened," Douglas said. "But in the same vein, that just tells me I have a lot better football to play as I experience more things I didn’t get to experience in college due to certain situations.
"But I’m not mad about my situation at all. I figure I’ve done pretty good for myself, considering the time that I had and the hurdles I had to jump over. I’m actually anxious and looking forward to what’s going to happen in Ivan Douglas’ career as a football player, and the next hurdle he’s going to jump over. This race is not over, as far as I’m concerned."
Best of luck Ivan!