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November 11, 2006
My Fears....
My Fears....
1) The my daughter will never love me because she doesn't really know me since she'll be living in Arizona.. ("Mommy who is he?")
2) That Cheyenne will draft away from me this month....
3) That in the end.. I will have to start all over again.
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 9:57:00 PM 0 comments
26 Days...
So today.... Cheyenne has called me twice... I've gotten to here her voice twice... the first time was for about 3 minutes, the second about 7 or 8 minutes... Ohio State is kicking Northwestern's ass... And the only thing i can think about is that her dad is telling her that i am going to go back to Tara.. and then she makes a comment saying I've already done it twice...
I hate my life people... this is now officially the second time I hate myself... I just need to goto bed and sleep the rest of the month away.
Seriously.. I'm starting to get depressed.. and there is nothing I can do about it.. Maybe i should just stop caring until this is all done.. Because honestly I think I am driving everyone insane..
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 5:03:00 PM 0 comments
November 10, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Nov. 10th, 2006
Eric came home last night..... Cheyenne has hardly talked to me since.... She says it's because Eric is being anal and won't let her text.... But they aren't together.... Us, we, the two of us, are trying to work things out, we're together.... But she texts me about 4 messages then disappears for an hour or more... Last night she didn't text me once after 11:20, and she went to bed at 1.... I mean seriously, not even a goodnight to me.... This morning she said she was sorry, but got defensive like I don't deserve more.... You know, if we are working this out, ignoring me because someone else is a pissy little bitch isn't going to help....
I just miss her, I've never gone so long without talking to her, except 2 weekends ago.... and she knows what I am talking about.... I just hope she keeps her promise to me....
When we are together, she can text him whenever he texts her, but now that he is there, he won't let her text me back... it's bullshit.. I just wish she'd follow her own advice and stand up to him... This is making me sick, because I feel like it's June 10th all over again.
She tried calling me finally a little after 2... just wish she didn't have to wait till he fell asleep to call me.... it makes me feel like crap. Like I'm the "other guy" again.
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 4:40:00 PM 0 comments
November 09, 2006
My baby girl
So tonight I went and saw Summer for the first time in a month... I'm also going to go get a DNA test done finally... all I can say is it's about time... I mean I am 99% sure she is mine, but until the DNA test says so 100%, I'll just always have that little doubt in the corner of my mind...
Anyways, she hasn't seen me in a long time, so she cried a lot when I'd hold her... except for when I was feeding her, lol... Then she was perfectly fine... She's so god damn beautiful... I'll have to post a picture for you guys to see :-)
Labels: Summer
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 4:48:00 PM 0 comments
November 07, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Nov 7th, 2006
Cheyenne finally ended things with Justin.. told him she couldn't be with him, so that we could start working things out together.. unfortunately Eric comes home in a few days, and now she has to tell him the exact same thing just so that me and her can start working things out together..
I still want to marry her.. What can I say? I've never loved someone the way that I love her.. no one has been able to keep me like she has..
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 9:18:00 AM 0 comments
October 29, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Oct. 29th, 2006 (Cheyenne's Confession)
Today Cheyenne came clean with me about what she had been doing behind my back.... About how she was seeing Justin, and how she had been telling Eric things again....
This has been a horrible day.... And after finding out she cheated on me on Sept. 30th (and twice afterwards), and finding out all this stuff.... I love her to much to say goodbye, I want to spend the rest of my life with her.... Is that wrong?
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 3:22:00 PM 0 comments
October 22, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Oct. 22nd, 2006 (Second Cedar Point Trip)
Well.. interesting trip.. went with Cheyenne.. will post and update regarding the whole day later.. but just wanted everyone to know that I did go, and it was with Cheyenne.. And it was absolutely wonderful.. I haven't smiled so much in a couple weeks.. :-)
OK... so story now...
We got up around 9:30, because Cedar Point opens at noon... We were about ready to leave at about 10 when Cheyenne noticed she had left her season pass in Defiance.. So we had to drive to Defiance to go get it, lol...
We had a bad moment in the morning, when we got to her dorms she didn't know if she wanted me to walk in with her, because she "didn't want to look like a fool" being with me there... Yeah that sentence hurt just a little bit...
So we finally get on the turnpike at around 12:15 in Wauseon, after of course turning on a wrong road in Napoleon, but it wasn't all bad.... Cheyenne slept the whole way there... lol. So yeah we get there at 2:15 at the park, it has only been open for 2 hours and we parked in the very last row at Cedar Point... between 43c and 43d...
So we get into Cedar Point and it's absolutely packed, people everywhere.... So we get into the park, and the first thing we did was go eat, lol.. We went and got one of those huge turkey legs... $5 to feed two people, not bad at Cedar Point. After that we went and got into line to go through Undertake U.
Cheyenne flipped out in line for it... it was amazing... lol... she held onto me like a little sissy girl through it :-) lol...
Then we went and rode Skyhawk, where I flipped out.. lol, I can't stand heights like that.. But I rode it anyways... and Cheyenne bet me that I couldn't not hold on to anything the whole time... so half way through it she grabbed onto my hand and when we got off she said I lost the bet cuz I held her hand... lol.. what a butthole!
We then went and rode the Ocean Motion... lol, a fair ride... but she enjoyed it, so I'm glad we went on it..
After that we went to go get in line for another haunted house (it was already 5), but the line was so absolutely long that we walked to the third haunted house... At that point we saw how long that line was as well, so we got on the Big Wheel.... boy was that cold... It was the first time I had ever ridden the Big Wheel at Cedar Point though, so it was all good...
At that point we went and rode the Himalaya... that made me a little sick to my stomach, lol I hate fair rides... But I endured it so that I could ride something with Cheyenne... And then immediately after that we went and rode the Witch's Wheel... when it comes to fair rides at Cedar Point, that was the ultimate fair ride.. I felt really sick after that, but I pressed on, cuz it was our amazing day at Cedar Point....
We walked back toward the front, and caught the first inning of the World Series game on the laser light show projecter screen, and watched Detroit score their first run...
After that, it was dark, and we walked back to The Fright Zone... walked through that.. Once again Cheyenne was a little sissy girl and had to cling to me ... but this is me NOT complaining :-) Once we got through the Fright Zone, we went through CarnEvil, that was pretty easy to get through for her, but she still hung on for dear life just in case... then after we got all the way through that, we headed to the front and went through Fear Faire, which was kind of retarded... she didn't jump once... at which point it was 9pm, so we headed out of the park to get some McDonald's.... And that McDonald's was amazing...
Cheyenne helped feed me on the way home, opening my sandwiches and such for me... and after we ate, she fell back asleep for the trip home... all in all it was an absolutely amazing day.. and it is absolutely depressing knowing that everything that we were able to get away from, we are not back home to face... but I'm gonna just continue thinking about this day at Cedar Point, and forget about the world for a while as I smile from ear to ear ... :-)
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 3:17:00 PM 0 comments
October 18, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Oct. 18th, 2006
I told Cheyenne about me cheating on her.... She broke it off with me.... I'm no longer going to get to marry the woman of my dreams.... What have I done?!?! I did it this time, I ruined my life.. What can I possibly do to win her back? I ruined it!
Labels: Cheyenne
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November 11, 2006
My Fears....
My Fears....
1) The my daughter will never love me because she doesn't really know me since she'll be living in Arizona.. ("Mommy who is he?")
2) That Cheyenne will draft away from me this month....
3) That in the end.. I will have to start all over again.
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 9:57:00 PM 0 comments
26 Days...
So today.... Cheyenne has called me twice... I've gotten to here her voice twice... the first time was for about 3 minutes, the second about 7 or 8 minutes... Ohio State is kicking Northwestern's ass... And the only thing i can think about is that her dad is telling her that i am going to go back to Tara.. and then she makes a comment saying I've already done it twice...
I hate my life people... this is now officially the second time I hate myself... I just need to goto bed and sleep the rest of the month away.
Seriously.. I'm starting to get depressed.. and there is nothing I can do about it.. Maybe i should just stop caring until this is all done.. Because honestly I think I am driving everyone insane..
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 5:03:00 PM 0 comments
November 10, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Nov. 10th, 2006
Eric came home last night..... Cheyenne has hardly talked to me since.... She says it's because Eric is being anal and won't let her text.... But they aren't together.... Us, we, the two of us, are trying to work things out, we're together.... But she texts me about 4 messages then disappears for an hour or more... Last night she didn't text me once after 11:20, and she went to bed at 1.... I mean seriously, not even a goodnight to me.... This morning she said she was sorry, but got defensive like I don't deserve more.... You know, if we are working this out, ignoring me because someone else is a pissy little bitch isn't going to help....
I just miss her, I've never gone so long without talking to her, except 2 weekends ago.... and she knows what I am talking about.... I just hope she keeps her promise to me....
When we are together, she can text him whenever he texts her, but now that he is there, he won't let her text me back... it's bullshit.. I just wish she'd follow her own advice and stand up to him... This is making me sick, because I feel like it's June 10th all over again.
She tried calling me finally a little after 2... just wish she didn't have to wait till he fell asleep to call me.... it makes me feel like crap. Like I'm the "other guy" again.
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 4:40:00 PM 0 comments
November 09, 2006
My baby girl
So tonight I went and saw Summer for the first time in a month... I'm also going to go get a DNA test done finally... all I can say is it's about time... I mean I am 99% sure she is mine, but until the DNA test says so 100%, I'll just always have that little doubt in the corner of my mind...
Anyways, she hasn't seen me in a long time, so she cried a lot when I'd hold her... except for when I was feeding her, lol... Then she was perfectly fine... She's so god damn beautiful... I'll have to post a picture for you guys to see :-)
Labels: Summer
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 4:48:00 PM 0 comments
November 07, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Nov 7th, 2006
Cheyenne finally ended things with Justin.. told him she couldn't be with him, so that we could start working things out together.. unfortunately Eric comes home in a few days, and now she has to tell him the exact same thing just so that me and her can start working things out together..
I still want to marry her.. What can I say? I've never loved someone the way that I love her.. no one has been able to keep me like she has..
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 9:18:00 AM 0 comments
October 29, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Oct. 29th, 2006 (Cheyenne's Confession)
Today Cheyenne came clean with me about what she had been doing behind my back.... About how she was seeing Justin, and how she had been telling Eric things again....
This has been a horrible day.... And after finding out she cheated on me on Sept. 30th (and twice afterwards), and finding out all this stuff.... I love her to much to say goodbye, I want to spend the rest of my life with her.... Is that wrong?
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 3:22:00 PM 0 comments
October 22, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Oct. 22nd, 2006 (Second Cedar Point Trip)
Well.. interesting trip.. went with Cheyenne.. will post and update regarding the whole day later.. but just wanted everyone to know that I did go, and it was with Cheyenne.. And it was absolutely wonderful.. I haven't smiled so much in a couple weeks.. :-)
OK... so story now...
We got up around 9:30, because Cedar Point opens at noon... We were about ready to leave at about 10 when Cheyenne noticed she had left her season pass in Defiance.. So we had to drive to Defiance to go get it, lol...
We had a bad moment in the morning, when we got to her dorms she didn't know if she wanted me to walk in with her, because she "didn't want to look like a fool" being with me there... Yeah that sentence hurt just a little bit...
So we finally get on the turnpike at around 12:15 in Wauseon, after of course turning on a wrong road in Napoleon, but it wasn't all bad.... Cheyenne slept the whole way there... lol. So yeah we get there at 2:15 at the park, it has only been open for 2 hours and we parked in the very last row at Cedar Point... between 43c and 43d...
So we get into Cedar Point and it's absolutely packed, people everywhere.... So we get into the park, and the first thing we did was go eat, lol.. We went and got one of those huge turkey legs... $5 to feed two people, not bad at Cedar Point. After that we went and got into line to go through Undertake U.
Cheyenne flipped out in line for it... it was amazing... lol... she held onto me like a little sissy girl through it :-) lol...
Then we went and rode Skyhawk, where I flipped out.. lol, I can't stand heights like that.. But I rode it anyways... and Cheyenne bet me that I couldn't not hold on to anything the whole time... so half way through it she grabbed onto my hand and when we got off she said I lost the bet cuz I held her hand... lol.. what a butthole!
We then went and rode the Ocean Motion... lol, a fair ride... but she enjoyed it, so I'm glad we went on it..
After that we went to go get in line for another haunted house (it was already 5), but the line was so absolutely long that we walked to the third haunted house... At that point we saw how long that line was as well, so we got on the Big Wheel.... boy was that cold... It was the first time I had ever ridden the Big Wheel at Cedar Point though, so it was all good...
At that point we went and rode the Himalaya... that made me a little sick to my stomach, lol I hate fair rides... But I endured it so that I could ride something with Cheyenne... And then immediately after that we went and rode the Witch's Wheel... when it comes to fair rides at Cedar Point, that was the ultimate fair ride.. I felt really sick after that, but I pressed on, cuz it was our amazing day at Cedar Point....
We walked back toward the front, and caught the first inning of the World Series game on the laser light show projecter screen, and watched Detroit score their first run...
After that, it was dark, and we walked back to The Fright Zone... walked through that.. Once again Cheyenne was a little sissy girl and had to cling to me ... but this is me NOT complaining :-) Once we got through the Fright Zone, we went through CarnEvil, that was pretty easy to get through for her, but she still hung on for dear life just in case... then after we got all the way through that, we headed to the front and went through Fear Faire, which was kind of retarded... she didn't jump once... at which point it was 9pm, so we headed out of the park to get some McDonald's.... And that McDonald's was amazing...
Cheyenne helped feed me on the way home, opening my sandwiches and such for me... and after we ate, she fell back asleep for the trip home... all in all it was an absolutely amazing day.. and it is absolutely depressing knowing that everything that we were able to get away from, we are not back home to face... but I'm gonna just continue thinking about this day at Cedar Point, and forget about the world for a while as I smile from ear to ear ... :-)
Labels: Cheyenne
posted by Lloyd M Severence at 3:17:00 PM 0 comments
October 18, 2006
Cheyenne and I... Oct. 18th, 2006
I told Cheyenne about me cheating on her.... She broke it off with me.... I'm no longer going to get to marry the woman of my dreams.... What have I done?!?! I did it this time, I ruined my life.. What can I possibly do to win her back? I ruined it!
Labels: Cheyenne
